WHY ARE ALL MY FAVORITE BANDS AND SINGERS BOOK WRITERS ALL SO YOUNG! LIKE HOW, THEY ALL HAVE THESE AMAZING CAREERS WHICH I WANT AND THEY ALL STARTED WHEN THEY WERE REALLY YOUNG AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND BECAUSE I'M STILL STRUGGLING WITH USING THE TELEPHONE AND THESE PEOPLE ARE SUCCESSFUL AND AMAZING AND I WANT TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT BUT IT'S A REALLY HARD BUSINESS TO BREAK INTO AND HOW DID THEY DO IT SO YOUNG AND WHY!!??
Why can't i just DRAW why can't i get this picture, out of my head, onto the paper, WITHOUT IT LOOKING LIKE A GIANT MESS!! Just gah. . . I need photo references, i'm trying to do to much strait from my head. . . which gets all muddled up and confused. HOW DO I ART??
So we got our printer working, which has a scanner, I thought YAY no more dodgy photos of my art. . . well as i have said before i have to use PAINT as an editing program on my dad's comp. . . and the result is the file is too big to upload onto tumblr and i don't know how to make it smaller. . . help. . .